sooo thanks so much teej for the beautiful art work that made me wanna puke...but i guess i deserved it....i did the strangest thing just now. I went back over the past two years of xanga entries and i was just astounded by the types of changes and thoughts i was going through! it's really incredible...and by the way josh, i still can't seem to find that dog story you're so obsessed with..have faith dear man, the search goes on. but anyway, do yourself a favor and do what i did, re-familiarize yourself with who you used to be! it's really incredible! just doing that brought back so many good memories! it's like, "wow, i said/did/thought/wrote that?? That was me a year ago! i feel so different!" i used to me so angry and depressed and confused! it's so wierd! i'm like, totally opposite right now! and no lie, i thinkit's because i found love. cheesy as a mac'n'cheese without the mac, but true! i love everyone! everyone who contributed to my life is amazing! i just feel so blown away right now! i'm faced with all this information and it's like, daunting or something. it almost makes me want to gather it all up and have it be some kind of autobiography thing...some coming of age story or something...well...i'm gonna stop thinking here, everyone sleep well, and don't let the bed-ninjas bite....

and teej, how's your hand? i hope it's okay...and we've gotta finish dead-alive soon! i'm pumped for it now!

love to all!

me

oh, and laura, get back on xanga...it's quite fun.